Untrimming the Tree
The bowl games have come and gone,
and we haven’t plugged in the lights for days,
but the Christmas tree still lingers in the corner
like a leftover guest from a formal party
all dressed up and discovered next morning
sleeping on the couch. It is time to take it down,
so after dinner, I bring up the plastic bins
for the two person disassmbly line.
Sometimes what is done can be undone
and much more swiftly than the doing.
(Even gentle destruction is quicker than creation.)
Decorating the tree should be about ritual,
with carols on the classical station
and family gathered round,
each ornament savored and hung with care.
like a lady's earring for a fancy ball-
but undecorating is more chore than ceremony.
Now it’s back to Bach on the radio,
and it's all about efficiency
with the usual division of labor:
I do the mindless work;
Robin makes the decisions.
I quickly unhook the baubles from the branches;
she stores them in their appointed places-
just as when we’re going on a trip,
I lug the suitcases to the driveway
and she finds a way to make them fit
into the trunk. It’s all about moving on.
After the ornaments, come the lights.
In a reverse, one man winter Maypole dance,
I slowly circle the tree, unwinding what we both
had wound. Needles fall in flurries. At first,
we had watered the tree religiously,
but in the last few days we had silently decided
to take it off life support. No heroic measures here.
Finally, the tree stands naked and a little sad,
no longer candy caned and smelling of fresh pine.
Robin spots one snowman, hanging hidden
among the inmost branches, clinging to them
like a Japanese soldier refusing to believe
the war is lost. Robin lays him to rest,
homeless on top of the other ornaments
and the strands of lights, curled up
in their separate Safeway body bags.
Tomorrow we’ll take those boxes downstairs
and bury them in the catacombs of the crawl space,
drag the tree out the front door to the curb,
then vacuum up the needles until the bag is full
and put the furniture back where it belongs.
Next year we will roll away the stone and retrieve
the boxes to help coronate the tree’s
temporary successor - if we decide
it’s worth it to put one up for just us two.
Tonight we settle on the sofa to watch T.V.
ready for something besides Christmas reruns.
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