Monday, December 30, 2013

Land Mines

Just some thoughts about history, of nations and of people.

              Land Mines

Buried beneath some forgotten conflict,
they don’t forget their appointed task,
so they offer the same explosive answer –
no matter what question they may be asked.


Sunday, December 22, 2013

Final Exam

Yes, we just gave exams at my school.


       Final Exam

You must know everything
since anything may be asked
of you, and the one fact you have
forgotten may be the one you need
while two things that seem unrelated
may come together to form your final point.

Monday, December 16, 2013

A Matter of Principle

Here's a little light scientific verse. It started the other day when "Heisenberg" (or Heisenburg?) struck me as a good name for a city as well as for the uncertainty principle (the observer affecting the phenomenon being observed).

A Matter of Principle

In the town of Heisenberg
this phenomenon is true
that everyone is always in
someone else’s view.
And if this were not the case,
this much is certain, too:
they would not know just who
they are or exactly what to do.

Monday, December 9, 2013

Auto Analysis

Another commuter poem.  Sometimes I wonder what the damage to the cars I see says about their drivers (and about different ways of going through life.)

            Auto Analysis

The cars bashed from behind
stopped too soon
or turned too timid
for those too quick
to follow

and those smashed from the side
refused to yield  
or even look,
their pride too much
 to swallow –

while the few hit head on
looked too far,
wrecking today
with their eyes fixed
upon tomorrow. 

Monday, December 2, 2013

Driven

I think we often expect to be forgiven for the very things we despise in others.


               Driven
If I pulled out in front of myself
at this middle distance, I would
honk and curse – and then curse
and gesture back, while muttering
to myself, “What’s your problem?”

Monday, November 25, 2013

Perchance

A poem born of a bit of insomnia.

      Perchance

Sleep moves around the world
in a wave of yawns and sighs,
and for each who dozes smilingly,
another wakes and cries,
but where slumbers overlap,
they may share dreams or dread,
while where sleepers intertwine
they may spend the day in bed.

Monday, November 18, 2013

Mid-November

Another autumnal poem.


            Mid-November

Indian summer has come late this year.
Though the trees are largely bare,
we rake their leaves in our shirt sleeves
and sense the ghost of August in the air.

The migrant crows look large as mammals
and land with a thud on the autumn roof.
From the bedroom, their hard scrabble thumping
eerily echoes the prancing and pawing of each little hoof.

Our muscles are aching from all that raking
and reaching in an unaccustomed arc,
but despite the strangeness, the story is still the same:
after the light leaves, all that’s left is the dark.

Monday, November 11, 2013

Hijacked

I received one of those suspicious e-mails last wee from a friend whose bags and passport had been stolen in the Philippines, etc. and finally thought of what to do in such a situation.


            Hijacked
Another friend or mere acquaintance
has been stranded someplace they have
never been, losing something they have
never lost, and are now begging me by
e-mail in words that are not their own
to help them home again – so I put them
in touch with some generous Nigerians
who promise to give them exactly
what they need.

Monday, November 4, 2013

Night Mirror (Driving in the Dark)

I hope it's clear that this poem starts with the nighttime mode rear view mirrors often have - and which I don't like- and then ends up somewhere else.

   Night Mirror (Driving in the Dark)

I prefer the headlights’ blinding glare
telling me exactly who is where
to the dimmer romantic glow
revealing less than I need to know
(objects are closer than they may seem
in the night mirror’s deep sea dream)
so please tell me plain what’s on your mind:
do you mean to follow, pass, or fall behind?

Monday, October 28, 2013

Drama Coach

This poem will make little sense if you don't know some drama and some football terms.  (I hope it makes more sense if you do.)

                       Drama Coach
                                           (if directors could yell during a play like football coaches during a game)

            “Hit that line. Hit that line!
            That’s it. That’s it.
            Now follow the blocking.
            Follow it. Then get open.
            Stay open. Get open.
            Stay open. Counter-cross.
            Counter-cross.  No! No! No!
            Too many men in motion.
             Now you’re unbalanced
             right. We need some
            role players now!
            Know your position!
            Play your position!
            No movie stars here.
            And whatever you do
            stick to the play, damn it.

            stick to the play!”

Monday, October 21, 2013

Training to a Video of the Col de Peyresourde

Here's another biking poem. I think I've written before about using a video computer trainer. Hope this one is different enough to warrant a separate poem.

        Training to a Video of the Col de Peyresourde
          
            It’s just pretend and not the Pyrenees.
            The spectators are waving at the camera crew
            ten years ago and not my unseen present self.
            I know the smiling girls are mostly married now –
            and the old men may be dead,
            but I still feel encouraged, accompanied
            as I pedal past their greetings toward whatever
            awaits me, prerecorded or unplanned,
            beyond some near or distant peak. 

Monday, October 14, 2013

Paceline

This may be more a manifesto or a letter to friends than a poem. Last week, while participating in the Sea Gull Century with a group of cycling buddies, two of them fell and injured themselves pretty badly. This is a reaction to that incident as well all consider the risks and rewards of biking.

             Paceline

We cyclists speed in single file,
taking turns leading the way,
working hard for a chance to rest.
The first shall be last until
he glides to the front again.

There’s safety in numbers –
and danger, too.   The closer
we cluster, the quicker we go
and the faster we fall, like a line
of brightly colored dominoes.
Wheel touches wheel,
stick finds spoke, or
gravel gives way and
bikes collide,
face finds asphalt, and bones
more than meet their match.

What helped cause the crash
helps the healing, too: friends
and strangers tending
to the injured, calling for help,
staying with fallen bike or
fallen brother till the sirens
sound and finally fade.
That which does not kill us,
makes us stronger,
and that which makes us
strong may kill us yet.

But we refuse to live
at half speed
in a granny gear
when we know we can
go farther and faster
together than we’d
ever go alone. 



Monday, October 7, 2013

Through the Looking Glass

A poem of self-reflection.

     Through the Looking Glass

Each morning I face my second self
and watch him brush his teeth, as if they
would not come clean without my witnessing.
And when I floss, I flick flecks of food
into his unflinching face just before
I lather up and see if that other-handed
man will make a move that makes me
bleed –  or leaves me with those other
wounds the world will never see.  

Monday, September 30, 2013

Autumn Haikus

Here are two variations on the same haiku. Take your pick.

                     Autumn Haikus
         
          The summer seas cool
           as the harvest moon rises.
           See the pumpkins grin.



         The summer seas cool
         as the pumpkin moon rises

         and seasons see saw. 

Monday, September 23, 2013

On Hearing Hank Williams and William Carlos Williams Were Both Born On September 17th

   I won't introduce this one.  The title says it all. (If you don't know Hank Williams, search YouTube for
"I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry."

On Hearing Hank Williams and William Carlos Williams Were Both Born On September 17th
                       
                        Hear those slick tongued Williams boys
                        write a tune to tear your heart.
                        They seemed to share the same sharp skill
                        though born forty years apart.

                        And when Hank asked Doc for those pills
                        to kill the pain that made him lie,
                        Doc gave him a cold, sweet plum
                        so lonesome it could cry.


Monday, September 16, 2013

Amazon Local Deals #1

I found a (potential) poem in my inbox. (Foreign readers may not be familiar with amazon.com sending out
e-mail coupons for local merchants and services. The combinations are sometimes odd and interesting.)

                                Amazon Local Deals #1
National Philharmonic/Laser Toenail Care/Teeth Whitening/Potomac River Cruise

                          Somewhere in the concert hall, a lucky
                          bargain hunter listens to Beethoven’s
                          9th , his teeth and toenails gleaming
                          in the sure and certain hope his half
                          price ship is about to come in.  

Monday, September 9, 2013

A Sense of Occasion

I got thinking about the phrase "occasional poem" - the type of poem that is meant to commemorate some special event. For me, any event that occasions a poem is special.

    A Sense of Occasion

Today is the anniversary
of this same day last year
and the beginning of a new
week, even if it’s not Sunday –
 or Monday.

And, of course, it is
the first day of the rest
of your life, but writers
should be restless.
Regularity is for bowels
not brains,

                     and when
irregularity rules
the occasional poem,
no longer confined
to coronations and
inaugurations,
will come more than
occasionally,
in honor of toothpaste
and twilight
and taxi rides, and
occasionally some
of them will last
for more than
whatever moment

they mark.   

Monday, September 2, 2013

Better Homes and Gardens

This is an experiment in intertwining two poems. Not sure the experiment is completed yet, but here's what I have so far.

                                     Better Homes
                                                                         and Gardens

We practiced split level living
during our 1950’s Delaware days
                                                                          in the newest development
                                                                          in the nation’s flattest state
A two-faced Picasso print
on the upper landing,
                                                                       as we boys played tackle football
                                                                       where our treeless backyards met
my parents room to the right 
Danish modern with a bookcase built
                                                                       while the girls did Maypole dances
                                                                       round the clothes-hung carousels,
into the blonde and black headboard:
the Bible, Green Mansions, and Peyton Place
                                                                        back when mothers warned
                                                                        playing in puddles and public pools
                                                                        might lead to polio but let their darlings
At the opposite end, my bedroom
a penny taped to the tone arm
of my tinny turntable so I could
                                                                        frolic in the fog behind
the mosquito truck and
play “The Great Pretender”
without skipping on a scratch
                                                                        as the refinery’s eternal
flame lit and scented the
languid evening air –
Below the bedrooms,
 the carpeted living room 
where we seldom sat
round patio parties
                                                                        and barbecues
                                                                        during those Eisenhower years
the Formicaed kitchen
where the Waring blender’s whirred
                                                                        of prosperity and duck and
            cover drills
 the formal dining room
where we ate creamed tuna on toast
                                                                     with a smokestack  that glowed
                                                                     from dusk to dawn
when Dad wasn’t there,
tabasco hamburgers when he was
                                                                       
                                                                        like a giant cigarette before
the Surgeon General’s distant
early warning went into effect
A few steps down
to the fake brick
family room
                                                                        while we sat on the air conditioner and let
                                                                         it warm and cool our sweaty legs,
                                                                         the fan’s caged blades roaring at our flesh
at my first boy-girl
party, two couples had a kissing
contest while I watched
                                                                        too young to be afraid
The Twilight Zone
                                                                        or too old to admit it                                     
on the same TV where
                                                                        Dad made me catch 100 throws
                                                                        before he’d let me take a break
where the Phillies pretended
to be a baseball team
                                                                        though he never played
                                                                        baseball as a boy
Beyond one door,
was the two car garage,
                                                                        he was a cheerleader in college
                                                                        before it was competitive and cool
where we kept our winter boots
the field mice slept in
                                                                        and a boxer before
                                                                        it became ancient and dumb             
and the red Rambler
stained the cement floor,
just to the right of where
                                                                        we swung so hard on the swing set
                                                                        its legs lifted from the concrete
                                                                        anchors that were supposed to keep it safe,
my father got out of  his Galaxy
and emptied his stomach
of what my mother excused
as the traveling salesman’s flu
                                                                        the danger adding to our delight
                                                                        as the world spun round and round
                                                                        until the sky became the grass,
                                                                        and the clouds became the ground


Beyond the other door,
was the basement:
                                                                        My dad claimed his cigars were safe
                                                                        since he said he never did inhale
my father’s maroon leather
punching bag that gave me
a bloody nose
                                                                        Carling’s Black Label
                                                                        was cheaper than Miller’s
                                                                        and even cheaper by the case
the water pipe that burst
when I used it for chin-ups
                                                                        as he grew his prized tomatoes
                                                                        beside the septic tank
lined with yesterday’s
news, the empty bird cage
 for the mean parakeet
                                    
                                        we all forgot to feed.                             



                                                                       


                                                                       















Monday, August 26, 2013

Doppelgangers

Here's an imagined family album of (mostly) photos of my uncle.

             Doppelgangers
                        1.
When my young Uncle Doug dresses
as Santa for my first grade class,
he decides to visit the next room
and meets a second Santa there.

                        2.
Posed in his football uniform,
he looks like the Heisman Trophy.
Poised on crutches, he looks like
Paul Newman in Cat on a Hot Tin Roof.

                        3.
Here’s Uncle Doug in naval uniform,
with rows and rows of midshipmen
before he left Annapolis.
Here’s Uncle Doug in coat and tie with
rows and rows of new Ford employees
before his promotions began.

                       4.
Back when everyone wore the same
tennis whites, my uncle stands with
Arthur Ashe as he hosts the Ford
tournament at Hilton Head.

                       5.
As his son Doug grows up,
he looks more and more like
his father, and his father looks
less and less like himself
though they still play tennis,
dress whites in the twilight.
  
                     6.
One patient dresses like another.
The hospital robes are standard issue.
So’s the liver cancer – as those greedy
cells keep doubling, doubling, doubling
until he was done.





Monday, August 19, 2013

After Apolo

No, the title is not a typo.  It's a too obscure reference to Apolo Ohno, the speed skater who spells his name that way.

      After Apolo

The bent old man
stoops his way down the street
like a wind-up speed skater,
a stuttering, slow motion shadow
of what, for all I know,
 he might once have been-
a flickering foreshadowing of what
we all might be,
of what I am becoming
as I round this crowded, lonely rink
one more time.



Monday, August 12, 2013

Drum Role

Here's some thoughts I had while watching the percussion section.

      Drum Role

The timpanist tunes by bending
low, eardrum to drumhead,
as if he’s hoping to hear a heartbeat,
like Lear leaning over Cordelia
listening for life and then making
his own mournful thunder.

Monday, August 5, 2013

Freedom

A very small poem on a very large topic.


    Freedom

A bird in the bush
is worth two
in the hand.

Monday, July 29, 2013

Relativity

Here's another kayaking poem.

                                          Relativity
                       When I want a sense of progress,
                       I paddle close to shore
                       and mark my way from dock to dock,
                        house to house, point to point, and more.

                        But when I want perspective,
                        I head for the middle of the lake,
                        where the shore seems almost stationary,

                        and the breeze erases my own faint wake.